Project Anal

This is a diary entry......

Lately I find myself thinking about anal than ever before, I’m wondering what it’s like. I just cannot get the imagination out of my head. I know the thought is quite dirty in every way, the thought of someone pushing a dick inside my poop box is both disgusting and orgasmic. It sends shivers down my spine, both good and bad. I think the this obsession started a night before Dec 16 when I asked my boyfriend if he would ever do anal sex, at first he was adamant that he would never try it, he said he find it disgusting and gay. I was appalled, I felt the need to convince him otherwise, I explained to him that having anal sex with a woman does not in any way determines one’s sexuality, it can be very pleasurable. He seemed to understand my point . I asked him if he would like to try it with me, he said he will think about it. That’s where the anal conversation ended. We never talked about it again.

By the time December 31th rolled around, I was so ready to get “analed” that I actually started telling my friends that I’m now ready to cross that line. No shame. That night everyone made silly comments about buttholes and assholes, they will all look at me and laugh because they are used to me saying things like that, but I was serious. I needed a dick in my poop hole, I was aching for it and knew I wouldn't stop thinking about it until it happened. Of course, as the anal beginners say, anal is a journey, not a goal…

It was fairly easy to decide when the anal would take place, January the 5^th, I knew he was not working that weekend and he told me he won’t be going to the parents house as he usually does on his weekend off, so I suggested that we go out and have fun, so we went to Gateway mall for ten-pin bowling, after that we grabbed something to eat and we got drunk a little bit, the anal subject was still lurking in the back of my mind, I didn't want talk about it because I knew he might talk me out of it and then we’ll end up arguing, that would completely kill the mood. But I knew it has to be done, I was feeling hot just thinking about it, he even asked me why I’m so distracted, I told him I’m feeling very horny and I can’t wait to go home and fuck his brains out, he gave that smile that always sends me to heaven, his eyes suddenly changed and filled with lust, he put his hand on my pussy from under the table, he leaned onto me and whispered, “let’s go home my love”, I didn't ask no questions I got on my feet and was ready to go, we paid the bill and we drove home.

When we arrived at his apartment, I was a bit high from desire, slightly buzzed from the tequila shots we had and a little nervous of what was about to happen. He asked me again if I’m okay, I told him I’m perfect then I excused myself to go take a bath, he joined me 2 mins later. We finished bathing and we just lay in bed, naked. I knew I was truly in for a journey and this wouldn't just be a quickie accomplishment. He held me into his arms like a little baby and caressed me gentle, he kissed me passionately and put his fingers in my pussy, I started to moan, he shifted his body and got on top of me, his hand not leaving my pussy, he flicked my bean a couple of times and it started to throb, my moaning sounds increased, my body was building up pressure for a hell of an orgasm, I could feel it. Suddenly he stopped and started to run his tongue all the way down to my pussy, he licked the bean and pushed his tongue inside the holy hole, I grabbed on the pillows, and let out a small scream, he sucked on my bean until I gave it all up on his face. It was so intense.

At least now I let off a little bit of pressure, we continued kissing for like a few moments, he put on a condom and I switched and went on top of him, I fucked him, so hard and intense, he groaned and groaned, he grabbed on my breasts and squeezed them gently, I moaned and cussed and moaned and cussed and moaned, his dick was deep inside me and I was swaying my hips from side to side, stirring on him, while twirling and squeezing his balls, I felt another wave coming swiftly I screamed and called out his name, I came and collapsed on top of him. I was sweating as hell, he pulled me over and kissed me all over my face, he pulled his dick out of me and lay me carefully on my stomach, I thought that was the perfect time to introduce my friend “anal”, I said to him ‘baby, I want us to try anal sex’ I could feel his muscles tightening, he frowned and said ‘but why babe?’, I said ‘because I want to experience it with you, we’ll never know unless we try’ he sighed and said ‘okay babe, but when it gets painful for you I will stop at once’, my inner whore air punched, I pulled a drawer on the side of his bed and took out a lubricant, I started rubbing on his dick, he watched my each and every movement, I finished and handed it over to him, I lay on my stomach, he squeezed a little bit and smeared it around my asshole, he pushed some into the hole. Then he started pushing his dick into the hole, I tried to relax my muscles, At that point, my body said stop, so he pulled out and tried again with more lube, a different angle, I focused on my breaths and imagining my asshole opening up just a little bit more and a bit more and a bit more. We did this until we got about 3/4 of his dick in, and then I started feeling some pain. He took his time at removing his dick again, gave me a break, kissed me all over my body. I was hungry for more though, and I asked him to try again. He pushed it in, easily this time, he kept encouraging me “you are doing a great job babe” I relaxed he pushed in more, then we reached a point where it just seemed like there was no more room inside my asshole then he started moving in and out, in and out, in and out…. That time I was screaming, from both pain and pleasure, he slowly picked up the pace, It didn’t take long for me to reach orgasm, and when I did….holy fuck!  there was another building up on top of it, and I felt so wonderfully full and aroused and felt like a complete dirty whore, his dirty whore. He groaned, and puffed, my muscles clenched and contracted, he fucked harder, at this point I didn’t care if my asshole tears up, I screamed so loud and  I came so hard that I thought I might faint, it was epic! He fucked harder and harder and…. he yelled out my name he quickly pulled out his dick, removed the condom he flipped me over and sprayed his cum all over my torso. I laughed. We both laughed, he said ‘wow, I feel like a porn star’ I laughed and said ‘you are my porn star, my beautiful porn star and I love you’, he leaned over, kissed me and said ‘not as much as I love you, my beautiful princess’

After that, we took another bath and we spent the rest of the night curled up in bed, watching movies, talking, kissing until we fell asleep in each other’s arms.

This Valentines, give her a gift that cums in a box

Yes you read that right.

Gift = Dick

Box = Pussy :. If you still don’t get it, well I don’t know

What better way to spend Valentine’s day than messing around with your partner and fucking your brains out all day, I know that would make me happy, people say Valentine’s day is all about love, if that is not love then I don’t know what is.

I noticed that women ‘s expectations on Valentines days are now on another level, some women are actually expecting their partners to pull up on a horse and carriage thing and propose marriage, that shit only happen in the movies, no-one lives that fairy-tale for real!! Relationships are hard enough to sustain without all the romantic crap that “supposedly” spice things up. Even the film actors that feed you all the crappy ideas can’t maintain their own relationships. My point is: let’s not put unnecessary pressure on relationships, be as simple as possible, rather you do something that you will both enjoy, because let’s face it; fancy gifts can only make one person happy in a relationship, the one on the receiving end. Gifts cost money, money cause complications, and complications break relationships. Trust me, you don’t wanna go there.

Happy fucking !!

Dirty Saturday

This is a diary entry........

So last Saturday I was woken up by a phone call from my boyfriend saying he’s coming over for a morning kiss before heading off to work, We had n’t had sex in a week and I was horny as fuck, I really needed to let off the steam. He has been working double shifts the whole damn week. I woke up to brush my teeth and went back to bed, and read my book while waiting

He came by around 6am, as he usually do. He parked his car outside and used his key to get in my house. The moment I saw him I was thinking about how much I wanted him to fuck me. He sat on the edge of the bed and looked me in the eye, “hello my love, I’m sorry to wake you up but I wanted to see your pretty face, to brighten up my day” I jumped onto his lap and I smiled as he caressed my cheeks, he kissed me, our tongues locked, I felt an overwhelming wave of affection, my bean pounded and my heart raced. I whispered to his ear “baby I missed you so much I want you, right here, right now” he moaned something like “I missed you too babe” and I felt his dick swell underneath his jeans, I grabbed it and squeezed real hard, I was feeling so hot I could barely move. I started unzipping his jeans and his dick sprung out, He pushed me onto my bed as he looked at me He pulled my pajamas off revealing my naked body to him, as we kissed He started fingering me pushing his two fingers into my wet pussy, I moaned at his fingers working inside me. He told me he couldn't wait to feel his dick deep inside me. He tossed me and leant over me fingering my dripping wet pussy from behind. I was moaning heavily pushing my pussy on to him. I came hard onto him, my juices flowing onto his fingers. He licked them, that was the sexiest thing ever.

 I just couldn't wait to return the favour, I pushed him onto his back and climbed on top of him riding his waist and kissed him and started moving down his body kissing down his chest and stomach and I took off his jeans and boxers, very seductively I stood at the foot of the bed, with my naked body exposed to him, I pulled him by the hand so he can sit upright, I kissed him in the mouth then I moved my tongue further down, I started teasing his tip with my tongue, he moaned, then all around his balls licking them before I put his lengthy dick in my mouth, I wrapped my lips tightly around it and swallowing the pre-sex juices, his dick hit against the back of my mouth and  sliding down my throat making me gag a little. I loved it. That moment he was grabbing me by my hair and groaning like a sick puppy. He thrust into my mouth roughly fucking my pretty mouth. I groaned with my mouthful it was fuckin amazing and I was sucking for dear life until he exploded in my mouth, his cumshot slided straight down my throat and I swallowed quickly, he was breathing heavily, then he kissed me and said “That was amazing bay girl, now is my turn to satisfy you”

He carefully laid me on my back and spread my legs wide in the air, he pulled “his” condom collection on the bedside drawer and ripped one open, he put the condom on and pushed his dick hard into my hole while kissing me passionately. He thrust so hard I let about a loud scream, it felt heavenly. He fucked me hard as I dug his back scratching hard down his shoulders. I pleaded for him to fuck me harder, he took the instruction well and pounded my pussy as hard as he could, I screamed so fuckin loud I thought the neighbor would come knocking on my door, I felt a wave of orgasm rushing through my body, I yelled out his name, my pussy tightened and released, I was on cloud nine, I could actually feel the hot juices dripping down my pussy, he pulled out quickly suppressing the pressure to cum.  He tossed me over and started fucking me on all corners pounding my pussy hard from behind as he grabbed my ass He pounded my pussy until I was screaming that I was going to cum, my pussy spasmed against him as I orgasmed hard around his dick and he yelled out my name and came.  We collapsed on top of each other kissing each other all over the place. After what seemed like an hour, he decided he won’t be going to work anymore, he made a few phone calls, and we were free to fuck the whole day. And we did exactly that.

My Story

This is a diary entry......
I am 26 years old.
I feel like I have to stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about myself that I don’t like. 
I’m feeling insecure, I wonder where I will be in a year or two, but then I get scared because I don’t know where I am right now. 
I've realized that people are selfish; the friends I thought were my close friends aren't exactly the greatest people I have ever met and the people I have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. 
I miss the comforts of having someone to depend on (my late mom), even though she didn't have much to provide me with but she gave me life, values and pride.


I’m beginning to understand myself, my opinions have gotten stronger. I see what other people are doing, I find myself judging them because suddenly I realize that I have certain boundaries in my life. 
I am in my best of times and my worst of times. 

I’m very insecure; I laugh and cry with the greatest force of my life. 
I feel alone, scared and confused. When I look at the mirror I see the emptiness in my soul.
I try to cling on to the past with dear life but I soon realized that the past is drifting further and further away, there is nothing else I can do, I only have one option in this…to move forward. 

This is my story.

clutter to calm

This is a diary entry.......

I have been feeling a little anxious lately, I feel like the essence of life is slipping away from me.
I have a perception that life is accelerating, I feel that way because I have had so many changes introduced into my life at an extraordinary rate. 

The number of changes in my life seems to be growing everyday, from a life-draining job, huge family obligations, toxic people and situations . I have a compelling desire to just break free from all of that and go somewhere quiet where I can think deeply about my purpose on this earth, I want to awaken my creative nature, I want to unclutter my life, to eliminate bad energies and start living again.